before its baked~
after its baked! nicee! and it taste great!~
well, we exchange gifts and im off to the airport first..
it was only a matter of minutes when she arrived.. uhm, 60 plus mins.. haha!
ok no joke. im sopposed to be crying! x(
i couldnt anticipate whats going to happen at the airport.. i mean, her dad's there.. along w her eldest brother.. i mean, i couldnt get close to her i bet..
but....
lucky again..
we did met and i get to hug her..
ok well, i reached there first right.
so i went and check the flight board where they show wat tym and wat flight and to where..
i checked all the flight thats gg to aus by 9pm, and mostly are at terminal three..
so i head down there, and gf has arrived.. along the way, i bought her mentos sweets, so onboard the plane, juz in case if her ears popped, she culd juz suck on the sweets to reduce that..
=) good bf dsnt just have thoughtful acts, his acts are thoughtfull~ =D
ok so, she told me her location and off i go and find her.. shes there sitting w her fam n she saw me.. i couldnt help but smile .. but of coz not to make it obvious ah xD.. nanti bpk dia nmpk, mati la kite!.. so, we made eye contact all the way, and shows signs and hand signals like "i love you" to each other, secretly.. but of coz, to do it cautiously..
well, mom(fikah's) saw me.. smiling away.. i guessed she appreaciates what im doing to fikah~ sending he off.. even tough its hard w her dad ard, i still come.. so she helped us out by asking fikah to go toilet together, and there.... we met..
her mom gave us free space, by walking ahead.. leaving us alone..
i HUG her..
i talked to her a few sentences and they had to go alrdy..
well, fikah gave me her HP. she asked me to keep it for the time being~ so i took it and take care of it.. then fikah told me, to juz follow her ard till the very last min where they go in the gate to depart~ i did juz that~
before they head to the departure gate, for the last tym, we met.. nearby begawan solo.. she split w her parents.. and shes w her lil sis n bro.. i met up w her and i knew, thats the final chance to meet.. so i say all that i needed to say.. asking her to take care and all..
an before we split up, we salam cium tangan........
then, there she go.....
my final wave good bye and my final hand signal, telling her i love her.. well.. hope that memory is enough to make her think of me every time there..
thats abt it..
just minutes when i took the sky train.. i had a call.. its fikah..
we talked out what we needed to and there she goes..
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so, today's my first night living w/o her ard.. ok, second night la.. the 1st night was the night that she left~ well.. its a blank day i tell u.. i feel soooo lonely~
no one to joke with
no one to laugh with
no one to fight with
no one to get angry at
no one to story telling with
no one to share my feelings.. that i love her. that i miss her.
it feels sooo different..
and ive build something funny withing myslef!!!
every calls.. and every msges from my phone..
i would be like, HOPING that it would be frm fikah..
but when its my frens that msg me.. i would be like... =.=
sheet la! =( seeddddiiihhhhhh....... bt this feeling mcm paranoid gtu ah~
its like, everyday seh, msg came from her without fail.. feels so different w/o her.
ok.. so~ this morning, kakak nye fikah, msg men told me that fikah has arrived safely and that she cried on the plane.. alalalalalaaa!!! =( im sooo frust tht i culdnt be there for my lil baby!.. baby u tahan kay?? =( alaaaa kesiannyee....
haiz, i miss her..
ok so ive got four more days to go till the day she returns.. what am i to do without her?
blank sehhh..
haiz.. so nvm, i'll share abit of whats going on for the past few days..
on last sat sun, fikah gt extra cutting class at jurong.
so i wentthere after work and sebok2~ heehe!